Happy New Year!! Been an age since I wrote anything here! Hope everyone had the Christmas time they wanted to have! This is the first Christmas I have not been working in ages and the break feels nice! The lack of funds is not so nice, but it is what it is. I am very thankful for my cozy home and food in belly! I left my secure well-paying job after being asked to … Continue reading New Year
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650 Days Free!!!
The light coming in.... Today i feel more free and light then i ever have before. I feel like I am coming home to myself and that is not an easy thing for me to say without a part of me wanting to laugh at how ridiculous it sounds. That part is only protecting me … Continue reading 650 Days Free!!!
11 months into it…!
My Favorite quote right now This quote is whats happening in my life right now. When i read this quote before i didn't really get it to be honest. But now i get it. I feel like to remain small and silent and quiet is the more painful option and its the option i have … Continue reading 11 months into it…!
Sober Socializing!!
Its been 260 days since ive had a drink containing alcohol, a joint or a cigarette. I am feeling the benefits in so many ways physically and mentally. One of the most challenging aspects of sobriety for me personally is socializing especially in a pub/club venue where the majority of people will be partaking in … Continue reading Sober Socializing!!
Anything is possible…
So in the past week i have gone through a transformation of sorts. It all started at therapy a week ago on Monday. I was asked if id like to be a man and then if i felt like a woman? I said NO to both! Have never been asked those questions but often thought … Continue reading Anything is possible…
This Time Its Different!
Decided to start writing down my experiences of this sober journey..So in the past I have attempted to quit alcohol but always for other people and never for myself. On January 5th of this year i quit again with a great sense of "sick of feeling sick" On that day I also quit nicotine and … Continue reading This Time Its Different!
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